A New Journey

As a child I use to see the world as a playground, how once dull and miserable space can turn into a mystified castle of fairies living in the deepest hollows of the ceiling and mermaids awaits to dance in the water beneath. As maturity surpass my childhood dreams, I have seen the world a different light from fairy to party. I have grown the fantasy of once I believe existed. Realizing prince charming doesn't appear when you kiss a frog nor loving a beast will make him the man you dream of. There are a lot incomparable situations which intellect and experience overcome dreams. 

Reality is a dreadful truth that takes the fictions out of you. Some may unable to succeed others outgrown and excel. I have never imagined until now, as you sit and know there's a new life inside of you waiting to be born everything changes. Its a relief knowing you are a true woman and capable of conceiving and there's unexplainable joy and desire to look forward to every moment as you wait. Nothing can ever compare the feeling of having one. No words would be enough but a simple act of gesture to appreciate the blessing the Father above has given you "thank you".

Happiness overflows knowing that someone would be with you to share the moment together. To have and to hold from this day forward, for better, for worse, for richer, for poorer, in sickness and in health, to love and cherish always. The famous line used to mean nothing but now meant more than my life. I made the right decision and I would never trade it for anything else. 

A new journey awaits, this maybe a new adventure and I'm very enthusiastic about it. This journal had kept the joy and sorrows of my life but it will never cease and it will continue to grow as the oak tree standing tall. Thank you for reading and walking with me in this journey... Tie your shoes and let's continue to walk to every journey life offers us to be.

"One Cold Day"

It was raindrops on my window...
A touch of rain on my hands...
A month of commemoration...
A sheer voice of love at its longingness....




....This music plays on my background....
.... It's quite fitting....

Stirling

My favourite Violinist of the West "Lindsey Stirling".
I admire her talent and how she uses them to help and inspire others.


Below is one of her pieces, I truly adore.








.... It inspires courage to change and never be afraid to do it on your own. I like people who are brave enough to do what they believe in and encourage others to do the same. I love her music and I love what she does. A beautiful person indeed.....

Spiral

"Spiral"


What pleasure to have it?
To have all but receive none.
To be going around in circles,
But never gone far.

What pleasure it was!
When you have seen it all,
Abundantly it flows,
But never kept one.

It springs like a shadow,
It run around your head.
Full of vivid colors,
To color our life.

Have you ever seen?
From where it all begun?
Does it even have a clue?
Follow the tip to where it ends.

It will lead you there.
Just not typical.
Run through it not above it.
Flow in balance.

Maybe, then you will find.
What you have been looking for.
In the confusion of life.
You will get stuck here in Spiral.












.... You can say anything, but I'm not gonna be "Typical".......
.... Another rebellious expression of self that so desire to be different....
.......................................... I like it   ...............................................

All of Me

"Always Will"



It feels years ago I have known...
Someday our road will cross...
But like any other story...

It depicts, describe, and portray...
But never the reality....
Of what it was all about....

All of me loves all of you...
More than words....
Have shown and possessed...

In a moment we have shared....
To the memories...
We hold on and move forward...

I will always love you...
Always will...
And in all loving ways....



...... I just so love this song.....








All of Me
By John Legend


What would I do without your smart mouth
Drawing me in, and you kicking me out
Got my head spinning, no kidding, I can’t pin you down
What’s going on in that beautiful mind
I’m on your magical mystery ride
And I’m so dizzy, don’t know what hit me, but I’ll be alright


My head’s under water
But I’m breathing fine
You’re crazy and I’m out of my mind


‘Cause all of me
Loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me
I’ll give my all to you
You’re my end and my beginning
Even when I lose I’m winning
‘Cause I give you all of me
And you give me all of you


How many times do I have to tell you
Even when you’re crying you’re beautiful too
The world is beating you down, I’m around through every mood
You’re my downfall, you’re my muse
My worst distraction, my rhythm and blues
I can’t stop singing, it’s ringing, in my head for you


Cards on the table, we’re both showing hearts
Risking it all, though it’s hard


I give you all of me
And you give me all of you

Walter Mitty

"You should know those people worked really hard to build this magazine. They believed in the motto"

~ Walter Mitty

.... This was actually my favorite quote from the movie, Walter returned to his former office to return the negative that he was missing reason for him to get fired. I like how he really had valued his work all those years he worked for the company and to me that's passion. Passion is the greatest reason why people become successful in whatever they do. Whether its work, family, church duty or simple recreation alone or with friends. Its the drive to live, love for life itself is passion. It was such a loss how the new management fail to see people like Walter. They are the core of the whole company. The "LIFE" magazine as they know it, will not be as popular as it is if not for the people who works hard every day to bring the story to the table. We owe it a lot to them.

"To see the world, 

things dangerous to come to,

to see behind walls, draw closer, 

to find each other, and to feel. 

That is the purpose of life."

~ Walter Mitty ~

..... There was a sense of intrigue and suspense as Walter take every zone moment to journey his secret life. I love this part of the story because I can totally relate. I don't know if you ever do but I usually had those "zone out moments" but unlike Walter Mitty I often had it unnoticed. This may be weird but watching Walter Mitty inspired a lot of what I used to be interested in. It reminded me of the passion I used to have and made me grab the camera I just got and start capturing life as it happens. I love Walter Mitty. I really do. The movie in general was like heroes-mission-impossible-seven-years-in-tibet-2012-you've-got-mail-ish type of  a movie. I think its very creative in a way you'll be able to plot a story like that in a non-fiction movie. 

"Sayang Na Nakaraan"

I was reading facebook this morning and I encounter this words "Sayang na nakaraan" coming from I guess a unhappy-bitternacious-single girl? boy? or was it gay? I can't really remember. Anyhow, what I would like to point out is: I love the fact that I was born on a Valentines day because I get to share it with love. Although, I recently observed while some are so excited for the things that may happen since it "love month" there are others who are  just unexcited about the coming heart's day. But if you stare at those three words it can actually mean a lot more depending on how people choose to see it. I guess I see those words differently. If you have to look back to your past, what do you see? or what do you choose to see? Then those three words can mean differently. To me it's like these: I choose to move the "ng" word which I think of as the "nice and good" and remove "na" which is the "not admirable" things to make it better and to look like this:

"Saya ng nakaraan"

A simple equation but I think much worthy to remember.

"Choose to see the good memories rather than the bad ones,

It will make it more easier to see Valentines day with anticipation.

You don't want to miss out from your soon to be 

miss or mister right"

......Something to think about this coming Valentines day......

Now what do you choose to see in your past?

The Walk

I have always love Yiruma pieces but I think the most memorable piece for me would be the music he was playing while I was walking in my most beautiful white dress.

"A River Flows In You"
by Yiruma
Lyrics Translation in English


There's a road inside your heart made just for you
Don't be scared take your first step and then take two
Pain will come but I believe you can endure
Further down that road just trust a little more

Holding you, holding you
It's in you
River flows in you
Slow it down, slow it down
That river flows inside me too
Holding you, holding you
It's in you
River flows in you
Waiting now, waiting now
Just be strong
You will make it through

If you let me I will give my heart to you
So that I can feel you what else can I do
Can you hold on just a little longer still
In your heart if you believe it then you will

Holding you, holding you
It's in you
River flows in you
Slow it down, slow it down
That river flows inside me too
Holding you, holding you
It's in you
River flows in you
Waiting now, waiting now
Just be strong
You will make it through

Holding you, holding you
It's in you
River flows in you
Slow it down, slow it down
That river flows inside me too
Holding you, holding you
It's in you
River flows in you
Waiting now, waiting now
Just be strong
You will make it through

Holding you, holding you
It's in you
River flows in you
Slow it down, slow it down
That river flows inside me too
Holding you, holding you
It's in you
River flows in you
Waiting now, waiting now
Just be strong
You will make it through


Source: Translation in English

A Happy Birthday

Greetings for someone dear to me... ^_^

 

"Passion of Love"

A love built by sparks and fire,
Is quite dangerous in the end.
Too little it may die,
Too much of it can crash and burn.

A love formed by passion,
last longer than it should.
For we live by the desire of it.
To have the passion is to live.

Living is the passion of loving.
One and the other coexist.
Without either of the two,
Its impossible to live.




....Mhelai


...Another day of my randomness.....

"Turning Pages"

As I begin a new chapter in my life,
I have decided to write and start afresh.
The past is behind me now and I'm moving on.
As the blank pages follows through,
I am hopeful for new wonderful journey.
Because I have chosen to be,
To be at peace, and not in pieces.

I am not closing previous chapters,
I am simply turning the pages.



.......Mhelai




"Turning Page" by Sleeping At Last
Cover Version of Ciara Catalla
(I just love her rendition of this song)




.."Turning Page"

I’ve waited a hundred years
But I’d wait a million more for you
Nothing prepared me for
What the privilege of being yours would do

If I had only felt the warmth within your touch
If I had only seen how you smile when you blush
Or how you curl your lip when you concentrate enough
Well I would have known
What I was living for all along
What I’ve been living for

Your love is my turning page
Where only the sweetest words remain
Every kiss is a cursive line
Every touch is a redefining phrase

I surrender who I’ve been for who you are
For nothing makes me stronger than your fragile heart
If I had only felt how it feels to be yours
Well I would have known
What I’ve been living for all along
What I’ve been living for

Though we’re tethered to the story we must tell
When I saw you, well I knew we’d tell it well
With a whisper we will tame the vicious seas
Like a feather bringing kingdoms to their knees



..... I so love her rendition of this song.... ^_^