Smile....

Whenever I looked at you u never fail to make me smile... with simple twitch on your face can light up my day... I used to see you sleep and even took hundred photos of you simply because you looked like an angel resting... so care free and so lovely... I never thought time will come when smile can no longer rest on my cheeks.

I'm scared knowing I can no longer find a reason to smile when its the only thing I'm holding on...

All your flaws and all things seen by others which I never knew or seem to ignore... all started to unravel... I'm like a child.. keeps buying them even though I knew it was a fragment of a reality I created in my head... The image of you...so simple and yet so perfect....

I have removed a mask which blinded me for so long of the reality that we are totally different.


I used to think it was individualism and I can carry on... but we grow and change... and it's something we both can't keep up with each other....


I love you and always will...


But there are times smile is hard to find .... With a smile on your face telling me everything is gonna be ok... Can steal my heart and will bring back the smile I lost again....

My Music of the Month....

Since this March is a bit crazy for me...

WORK PRESSURE rises everyday....


REPORTS.....


ARGUMENTS.... never ending....


TRAUMATIC EXPERIENCES..... don't want to watch that video again....


FINALS.... hay one more week to go....


EXPENSES.... EXPENSES......


CONFUSIONISM...... about anything.... sign of old age? hehehe



TONSILITIS..... I SUupEr HaTe iT..... argh....



MY MUSIC OF THE MONTH....
Crazy
Lil Jon